The lack there of

Substance; humans require sustenance
Why cant we jump from point A to B
The infinite sets, the galactic mind.
Aspire to be my rock, come forth and comfort me
You will find no joy; the end confuses the both of us
But the end makes things so much clear
Clear as the rocks, that I see at the bottom
The lake is clear and drinkable to most
I see myself floating in a infinite paradox
But it is just water; see, the refreshing blast warms
I cannot count how many times I have jumped
I cannot speak of how many time I have not
I cannot bring to this world my infatuation
I can bring my struggle. I can bring my hate

I saw myself from the outward stall.
I thought to myself of the ways it can be fixed
There are so many options; one or the other.
Take your time. Cut your bonds. Feel good.
The gun or the drugs, they are taken from you
The scenery means nothing when your mind is full
Drink from the garden of Eden;
She waits. She ponders. Is it really this tough.
Take your friends; take them away from this plain
Follow your heart and feel nothing
Feeling nothing is the dream they say
But your breath is the rhythm that conducts;
this choir

Above yourself; an addictive bandit
you will write. because insecure breathing
your jaw will break. an attempt at fleeing
You are essential
You are brave.
Seen through the mountains.
Speak your truth.
become.
endure.
trust.
love.

Where is your will?

I spoke to death the other day; he told me that my fears are irrelevant

He choked on his words; while my glass eyes, glass smile, glass mind showed him sincerity.

"I am plagued by these meetings; to see forfeit in a world caustic

Amongst many others; you have not seen the brink

A man starving creates no turmoil; a man who wishes nothing but water can illuminate. He has Will, he has a reason for it.

You have struggled but you have not seen the brink"

I will not drink coffee with death again.

"Amongst many others; your world is sadistically fabricated

The kiss of death is not my gift if you are demanding it. I am a rape victim who brings death; do not be selfish"

Break me.

Shatter my glass eyes, smile and mind.

Illuminate me. Here I go again; selfish

A man who wants water thinks not of love, wealth, or science. This man thinks of life, period. 

Relax

Relax

Relax

Relax

Relax

Relax

Your beast of burden is nothing but a burdening to your beast. A child with a stick poking the bear. 

Bears poke back.

Relax

Relax

Relax

Relax

Relax

Relax

Where in the world is Carmen San Diego? Only hard work will find her. Don't sit back and watch the show. You are the show; and you aren't selfish until you've sit back.

Relax

Relax

Relax

Relax

Relax

Relax

He's gone. But he left me a note:

"You forgot to brush your teeth"

Grass is greener; blood is blue

The grass is greener on the other side of the hill; it is told

Blood is blue; when you climb that hill it turns to red

Love; is red

Climb your hill; turn to blue

S=blue/red; my entropic scale doesn't measure

Whose final state can be?

Feed me the blues; leave out the greens

Let the red flow through this garden state

Pen to paper; fingers to keyboard; gun to head.

The bravest make their own accord

I'm allergic to grass anyways

Lord, how tall you've grown.

In a rush, your thoughts are forward-bicentennial.

Depleting your resources for a gain of negative 50 feet.

She was fifty feet tall they say. Raised in the amazon and set free to the city.

Rampage: a play on your brain's station

A monumental and colossal collapse.

Pray. 

Twist yourself.

Break down.

Cry.

Rinse. 

Repeat.

Away

It's all too familiar; to receive ghastly looks

Familiarity; I've known you my entire life

FAMILIARITY; you should know my qualms

But I've peaked at an earlier time; familiarity descends into the Stygian void

FAMILIAR; cannot exist

FAMILY; unconditional conditioning

Who am I?

Who are you...?

Juxtaposed

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for her part 2 (highschool)

Slip into unconsciousness
Dream thy name, thy face, thy structure
Grasp for just one more kiss
The Vitality wrapped in an ivory coil; will rupture

Sands of time appear as water
Warmth enveloped with fragile tender
Collected pigs for the butcher to slaughter
What was had is lost, European Slender

Doubts of the end are more said than done
Control of life is no longer primitive
Wallow in the morning sun
Recite Hamlet; contemplate the limited

There are more than seven wonders;
A world filled with a billion sunders